tao/xiumin | ~1.2k | fluff, angst, smut????
about tao, who is a stripper, who meets xiumin, who is a stripper, at a library.
part 1
The next morning, when Tao opened his eyes and first thing he did was stare at the grey ceiling of his shabby apartment, he had the sudden realisation that he wanted to change his life. He couldn't be hoping and waiting for prince charming to come around the corner eventually and pick him up on his horse. No, he was a grown up man and he should take things in his own hands. He should finally start with what he really wanted to do and that definitely didn't include being a stripper and dancer at some club. Even though he knew he had to keep his job at the club, he wanted to change other aspects of his life. One of the many things he regretted was making a contract with his boss, which compelled him to working at the club for a certain amount of time. At least he wouldn't have to worry about a workplace, unless his boss suddenly decided he's had enough of him and fired him. But maybe he would be completely fine with that, although it scared him not to know what would happen after that. He had always felt kind of secure in his little apartment, knowing in the next few hours he would have to work at the club and then come back to the apartment again to drown himself in sleep. That's pretty much all he'd ever done. Until now. Until now, that he decided he wouldn't go on like this anymore. And the next thing that Tao could think of was getting ready and going to the nearby library.
As a child he loved to read books. He loved reading on and on for hours and hours until his eye lids would get heavy and he eventually fell asleep, curled up in his blankets. But after running away from home, after his life turned dark, he denied himself of all the things that used to make him happy. It just seemed pointless to him. He had lost his hope after all.
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2014/02/05
passion and lust (1/?)
tao/xiumin | ~1.2k | fluff, angst, smut????
about tao, who is a stripper, who meets xiumin, who is a stripper, at a library.
Tao had had enough of his boss telling him he should get rid of that bored face, while doing his performances, or else he'd fire him and that meant Tao had to live on the streets, since he had never experienced a proper school career and never graduated high school. He regretted dropping out so early to start a job at a strip club. He regretted not listening to his friend Kris, who had warned him not to run away from home. But he did it nevertheless and now look at what he had become: a young man, who was a stripper at a classy club, with a shabby and small apartment, but no friends.
Tonight was his day off - unwillingly, because his boss had literally kicked him out of the club, after Tao had refused to give a private show for a regular guest. But that night he just wasn't in the mood to be ogled at from head to toes. He wasn't in the mood for a greedy old man to touch him, just because he thought he could do with Tao whatever he wanted, even though he was at a high-class strip club, not at a brothel.
So Tao had taken his duffel bag from his locker and stormed out of the fitting room, not glancing back at his boss even once. It wouldn't be his problem, if his boss hadn't found a replacement for him tonight.
The cool breeze rushed through his blonde hair and Tao looked up at the night sky. A sense of freedom spiked up inside of him and a small smile formed on his lips. How he wished he could really be free. Not bound to being a stripper. He actually envied people with a normal life, not a pathetic kind of life he had to live. He wished he would meet the man of his dreams, move into a nice apartment, quit his job and never have to worry about a thing again, because there would be a person, who loved him for who he was and who took care of him.
about tao, who is a stripper, who meets xiumin, who is a stripper, at a library.
Tao had had enough of his boss telling him he should get rid of that bored face, while doing his performances, or else he'd fire him and that meant Tao had to live on the streets, since he had never experienced a proper school career and never graduated high school. He regretted dropping out so early to start a job at a strip club. He regretted not listening to his friend Kris, who had warned him not to run away from home. But he did it nevertheless and now look at what he had become: a young man, who was a stripper at a classy club, with a shabby and small apartment, but no friends.
Tonight was his day off - unwillingly, because his boss had literally kicked him out of the club, after Tao had refused to give a private show for a regular guest. But that night he just wasn't in the mood to be ogled at from head to toes. He wasn't in the mood for a greedy old man to touch him, just because he thought he could do with Tao whatever he wanted, even though he was at a high-class strip club, not at a brothel.
So Tao had taken his duffel bag from his locker and stormed out of the fitting room, not glancing back at his boss even once. It wouldn't be his problem, if his boss hadn't found a replacement for him tonight.
The cool breeze rushed through his blonde hair and Tao looked up at the night sky. A sense of freedom spiked up inside of him and a small smile formed on his lips. How he wished he could really be free. Not bound to being a stripper. He actually envied people with a normal life, not a pathetic kind of life he had to live. He wished he would meet the man of his dreams, move into a nice apartment, quit his job and never have to worry about a thing again, because there would be a person, who loved him for who he was and who took care of him.
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